hi there .
it's 12:34AM already and somehow i can't sleep . probably cause i got so many things going on in my head right now . i hate have things like that in my head but still , i can't take it out . well , actually . that was not really the problem here . have you ever feel like you're missing something in your life but you don't know what ? and that feeling become stronger at night , especially when you're alone , awake and it's raining . have you ? i have . in fact , i feel it right now . pfft . i bet you know that already . yeah , to be honest . i miss someone . i just met him today , though . but still , yeah . sick of being like this . anyway ,  i found something that describe what i exactly feel right now . if you feel the same too , maybe you can share your experience or story with me . :) cause , yeah i want to know how to get rid of this feeling . xx



hello people . ugh , know what ? just checked on my last sem. results and wow , it was really bad cause i failed two subjects and yeah . you know what that means . ughh idk why am i being like this . i know that i should study but almost all the time , i just ... doing nothing and see , here i am . blogginf my feeling instead of doing some revision . pfft , pathetic me . i know all my friends must be study hard right now .. like really hard , and to be honest . i am jealous . haha sorry being pathetic again . ehem , so what i am saying is that  i will just go study now . hee wish me luck cause i think i'm gonna be gone for a month ? yeah . see ya next month . 

hello people :)
happy first day of October ❤ *applause
hoho . time went a little bit faster this year , isn't it ? i always feel like 24 hours a day just not enough . well , i don't know about you though but i wish this month will be a good month for all of us , amen .
anyway , see this picture ? isn't it adorable and sweet ? yes it sure is ! ;) awww , lucky girl . found this on my laptop and suddenly , i miss something . and of course , i want to share with you guys that feeling , so i blog it . well , here's a simple question to decide if you're attached to love or not . what was the first feeling to feel when you saw this ? are you happy but feel bitter in heart or you just happy ? and who is is that you think when you saw this picture ? i bet you imagine that girl was you isn't it ? if , you are a girl . if you are a boy , i don't know much how you guys would be feeling . sorry :) as for girls , i know exactly how you feel . if you feel happy but feel bitter in your heart , then you've probably like me . loving someone that doesn't love you back , that you can't own and can't call him yours . isn't it ? i know that feeling very well . be happy , you're not alone . *cheers ;) it was not your fault . save yourself from all those feeling cause it was not true . you're just over thinking .  trust me . i am telling this cause i already know how its feel . move on , while you still can . forget it , if it meant to be , it will meant to be . i hate this phrase , but it was the truth . ugly truth . so bear with it and try to stay strong . hold on , smile . live on . if you can't , just keep moving forwards , even if you have to crawl . xx

bello people . it's saturday ! *applause*
i just want to update some of the latest event in my life ( sort of) . well , this one event is pretty late already but i still want to blog it though . but it happened quite recently . it was unexpected event that happened after the school . i bring my laptop that day and took some awesome picture with some awesome friends . yay ! :)


from left : abo(with bag) , haziq (blue) , charlene(white) , fauzan (white) and me (blue)

we look so adorable right . this picture is so perfect ! ahhh i  really do love this moment . life without friends is so damn boring . indeed ! well , we are classmates (4point2 science stream) . we know each other since form 1 , except charlene and fauzan . they're new student in our school .  even so , they fit in nicely . fauzan is so funny and charlene is unique . why are we laughing ? i dont even know . we just did  ;D





from left : melanie , charlene  , orzee and me




i called 'em , angels from heaven . it is such a blessing to have them in my life . well , we all become close this year . for no reason , we just did . and yeah , we have chemistry and stuff , and we end up like this . hah , thank you Lord Jesus . i spend most of my time w 'em this year . we study together but we always get distract . with each other . haha





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